Wednesday, December 31, 2008

wonderful firework ever seen

The eve of new year,
me and my friends went for count down at The Curve.
When time past 12 in the night,
i saw the most wonderful firework in my life.
Upon of that,
after the firework finish,
we all were jumping all around for the sake of we are finally in 2009.
It sound crazy,
people around us were looking at us,
but it's the joy we enjoy,
hahaha...

Let's make a new resolution for 2009,
wish all you guys all the best.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

marvelous night ever

Feeling of the night,
could just use a word to describe it,
'MARVELOUS',
'FANTASTIC',
'HOT',
and bla bla bla.

We were so crazy about what we did that night,
from house travel to a place,
meeting another person that turn us off,
planning to go away from that person,
travel to office,
and thing was finally done.

This journey was so tired,
the day after when i woke up,
few part of my muscles aching,
but all ware worth it.
hahahaha.

Sound crazy but i enjoy it,
anyway that was the first time i did something like that,
the thing that i wish i could try it again and again.

Friday, December 26, 2008

feeling of waiting

I wonder,
is this the feeling of falling in love on someone??
These days,
i always looking at my phone,
hoping that that person will call me to chat.

Be frank,
i was attracted when our first conversation on the phone.
That person voice,
until now it still in my mind.

The first conversation with that person was so nice,
it hard to tell in word,
but it all wrote all in my heart.

Though that person was slightly elder than me,
but that person was so charming,
although we were from different state,
but i can feel that was no boundaries among us,
it seem to be near.

But after i heard that person relative said something to me,
i was so jealous,
but i have to control myself,
just pretend nothing,
and keep waiting for his call.

Hopefully someday he will call me again,
and talk with no limitation.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

feel bad to be friendly

I starting wonder,
am i too friendly to everyone??
even stranger,
new friends,
and so on,
Is being friendly a good attitude??
I don't know!!!
If so,
should i change the way that i approach everyone??

But being friendly is the way that i respect all of them,
the way i get to know more friends,
the way i expand my network,
the way i treat each and everyone of them.

It sound like a positive attitude,
but seriously being friendly is such a way that i treat everyone,
but it seem that,
it gave a wrong message to some of them,
not only one but more than u can't think of.

How should i overcome it??
Im that kind of person that doesn't know how to say the word "NO",
i scare i will hurt them if i say so,
i scare our friendship will put a dot if i say so.

So should i not being friendly in the first place if i meet someone new or stranger??
But i think i will still be the same,
because i don't use to it,
it's the way i live my life,
so just let everything go as it come.
Living happy is the main objective i searching for in my life.