heavy

actually what will i get in return,
seriously im asking for that,
will i get anything after all,
fame?
experiences?
i guess ya.
just that only?
i feel pretty hardship now,
i climb all the way to reach this point,
is that what i really want,
i don't want to be ordinary,
that why i keep climbing,
climbing all the way for it,
ya i guess i reach that point now,
but i never thought that it will be like that,
it making me really stressful,
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
i must continue it,
i can't give up,
since i have make the first step,
i must move on,
i must and i will,
yes i will,
please i will.....